dejected!

once upon a time i was happy...and smiling...and i thought the day would end on that note...and when smtimes...smone makes the day end...with tears and hurt...and when that smone is too close...to even shout or scream....or say anything...the day just ends...with a tear in eyes...and a prayer...that tomm is a better day!
amen!
christmas meant positivity...n happiness...and good spirits...and i intend to make it happen...for me...tomm!

on request!

:) i had started...but someone decided that i need to work..and...so this is pending again :( but soon! till then...my dear...keep smilin :) and sleep well!

lazy day!

it's a lazy day today...woke up at 930 and didnt feel like getting out of bed...the tiredness was catching up...and i think i need to start pushing myself again...its been too long since i sweated it out...missing it already :(
have had a good time at the party yday...but it still did not fit in to the christmas theme...the carols...the shed...the christmas tree...something was still missing...may be one of these days i will try and get the emsemble done in the office itself...wats christmas without carols and plum cake! not to forget rum cakes :) :)
tried pottery first time...and loved it...want to do this again...feels good to have created something...with help though...this is smthg that i will keep going back to...it felt nice :)
today will be only tv and work at home...nothing more nothin less...and lots of sleep if i can manage that :)
amen!!!