have tried to reason out with god on if things are going well...with me...and with people i love! not got answers...which means either he is not interested or he is agreeing to do what is being done...very unsatisfied with life now...the phase is not ending...nor does it look promising in future...the questions are unending and the answers seem nowhere close...people around are happy...sad...dont know why...dont bother why...all have their own demons to fight...their own battles to win...their own egos to be happy...you cant reason with people who are close to you...coz reasoning does not help...nor does it give you answers...it is good to only talk with people who can be detached...else you just end in viscious circle...no answers...
there is so much life has to offer...to a lot of people...may be some are born lucky...and some strife towards finding some peace...and god needs to be fair then...if we are not asking for the world...the least he can offer is the ground...for us to walk the path...which he wants...and not push us around as and when he wants!