life makes you humbler...it makes you realise that you anyway do not have a stake in life...you are just living it till someone decides to snap it...and you leave...last few days have been a roller coaster...not much thinking...not much doing...lots or tears...less of smiles...may be there was a lull...before the actual storm comes...
i have been thinking on why we need to do something for someone...and not thinking on why it really matters to speak up...when no one around is not bothered...or why show discontent when all is hunky dory...or when have tears when the world rejoices...may be it is wrong...may be each one has to fight their own battles and we should not bother coz in today's times concern is misjudged...may be i should just do what i am expected to do...my only expectations should be from me and from no one else...
so will i do what i do...still? yes i think so...i think from the heart and not from the mind and i dont want to change it yet...so yes if i can and have the power to share/change/influence or comment, i will...will it yield results...i m not concerned...coz that is an expectation again...which i m not interested to set...coz they seldom succeed...
have had thoughts on making a change for myself...to say that i m not happy and i need a change...may be i will et pushed around more and it will help me take that decision...
let's see....
