it has been a year of mixed feelings...a year which has brought tears, some smiles and lots of memories...like every year does...but it is ending with a feeling of loss...and may be some more tears will be shed...
have been telling the world to not expect...coz it hurts when you expect...or get attached...and yes, i can only fool others but not myself...lesser expectations always helped...but glad that i can move on faster now...less of baggage it seems now...
do not like this month...last time around it made me cry...it made me wish for the next year...and the same time has come again...and yes, it has made me cry already...but thankfully some of the tears are wishful...wishing someone more happiness, more luck and more peace...may be tears of one lead to smiles of other...strange...but true!
life is a gamble each day...some of us dont take the bet...some of us do...in any case, it will involve you...how much is at stake...no one really knows!
christmas is around the corner...it was at one point my favorite festival...it made me smile because the carols, the cake...the festivities made me warm...will it still? dont know...
