blank!

thought of writing...but not sure on what i want to write...life is not going the way it should...but then it is not going the way it should not...there is nothing new...but there is nothing that is ongoing...life is beginnin to become dull...and on the other hand, i have not challenged myself too...there is too much and too less :(
want to move out now...may be from the city...or from the job...or from the people...want to find new opportunities for development...personally...and yes, i need to get into language or a new course...i hope i find myself again before losing this battle...

will go back to active writing too...need to start writing...for myself! and for others :)

a little dance always helps!

y'day sitting in office heard music...and the party was on...never have been into music and dance so really was not interested in being a part of it now...but realised that it did make me smile :) may it was the juices..or was it the work...or was it just plain break from the mundane...somedays you just need somethin...and y'day i got that :) jigged a little due to Gayathri's push...and yes...liked it :) the nonsense times...you miss them!

did have a chat with a good person...and realised he is in the same boat as mine...and it didnt fair well...may be first time....hoping next time would be better...will chat up more :) to know more :)

saw terence dancing on tv...he is so good at what he does...it touches me beautifully...beautiful vibes i think...no idea...god bless people who can make you smile:) and touch you...even so remotely!

random tandem!

the weather is all clear...clean open skies is what i can see from my desk...but does that mean a clean state of mind too? Yes i think! doing what i think i shud be doing...and liking it...always wanted to clear up things before and when i leave...and may be this is the way of clearing up...minds, mails and issues!
got agreement to 3 issues...around 10 more to go...but atleast the ball is rolling...may be it will not be that bad!
looking at the sky and feeling good...and hoping it will rain...good to feel soaked in the rain...it makes me smile...infact was soaked in the morning too...but with tears...interesting read...made me cry...and think...would i do the same...may be i would...may b i wont...time to reflect!

what a day!

things don't go as planned...nor does emotions...nor does emotional people! thought i will go and have a peaceful lunch but could not...!