need to get back to active writing...since that was my outlet...my thoughts...my friends...their opinions on my opinions...made me think...made me creative...made me more public...each day each new thought made or broke my day...nowadays...how people will think and react/act decide my day...not acceptable :( but times are changing...and i am changing too...good or bad...don't know!
have decided to be a little indifferent...to a lot...may be this is my way of saying that what i had...i have lost...and may be it is better for now...till it changes again...keeps me safe from getting hurt...and i prefer it that way :)
P just online...let me bother her now...more thoughts :)
