woke up with a lump in my throat...literally though! realized that my random eating and drinking habit is taking a toll on me...after a very long time though...the pain was bad...wanted to have some medicine but could not find any...lights went out early morning...and then it was a day worth nothing! had decided to go to office but no avail...things just don't matter nowadays and it was not a good feeling..felt bad on not doing what was in my hand...disappointed!
it rained in the evening..felt good...not great...wanted it to go on...but it didn't...like it was telling me that this is what you can get...no more! may be it will rain during the night too...again hide and seek!
happiness and sadness....two sides of life...do both come together too? what is the decision you take if you have both staring at you? the pain is not a great friend to have...but sometimes pain can lead to a wish for smiles again...and that is what i desire now...some hope...some sunshine...some smiles!
