Looks like I need to get back to active writing again...the reason...well lack of people who i can connect emotionally...to chat...to bounce off ideas...to seek resolutions and to just be...
so what is new for me and the world...lockdown...a month already of being inside...like a big boss house...rationing stuff, hoping things get better...wishing the madness goes off..and sane times arrive.
life so far has been good..we have the requirements of staying safe and alive...feeding what we can afford and more...unlike many who r struggling...god help them.
realised the futility of everything...the money, the relations...the power...one minute u can buy everything the next minute u r even scared to step out and meet your neighbors...the fear of being safe preceeds everything...and the fact i stay with parents, this was a real fear...not for us but for them to be safe.
also realised the need for having someone to talk to...to just assure you that things will get better...to love u..to say yes u r not alone. made some promises to myself...to try and change...to bring in more things that i kept postponing..to make it worthwhile till i can...
the lockdown continues...but there is a hope...that things will go back to normal...and when it does, time to say thank u to life and the people that make it...hopefully lessons learnt but not forgotten.
PS: made a random commitment to someone...3 years start now!
so what is new for me and the world...lockdown...a month already of being inside...like a big boss house...rationing stuff, hoping things get better...wishing the madness goes off..and sane times arrive.
life so far has been good..we have the requirements of staying safe and alive...feeding what we can afford and more...unlike many who r struggling...god help them.
realised the futility of everything...the money, the relations...the power...one minute u can buy everything the next minute u r even scared to step out and meet your neighbors...the fear of being safe preceeds everything...and the fact i stay with parents, this was a real fear...not for us but for them to be safe.
also realised the need for having someone to talk to...to just assure you that things will get better...to love u..to say yes u r not alone. made some promises to myself...to try and change...to bring in more things that i kept postponing..to make it worthwhile till i can...
the lockdown continues...but there is a hope...that things will go back to normal...and when it does, time to say thank u to life and the people that make it...hopefully lessons learnt but not forgotten.
PS: made a random commitment to someone...3 years start now!
