Tuesday, April 7, 2009

the storm has set in...

There has been a whole lot of things in last few days which were compellin...and pushing me to write...but alaS! the time did not permit me to record them as they happened...on hindsight...may be I am glad...since now those have become memories...and not all needs to be documented smtimes...
Days have been passing and its been normal...or is it abnormal! not sure again...there has been a sudden splurge of emotions...a sudden pouring of words...and then again a silence...may be the hearts are workin more than the minds...may be only there is a contrast as well...coz not everytime the heart is speaking the right thing...may be the mind still is playing games...

last few days have been strangely peaceful..yet full of conflicts...full of anger...full of thoughts...full of justifications...and explainations...yet...these days have been strangely unalarming...they still make me smile and wonder simulataneously...it reminds me that I am not always rights...nor is the other person wrong...it is just perspectives clashing...or may be it is just two people thinking!

Sunday was fun...the hangover of saturday was still on...the memories of a day well spent...a day with friends...a day with gifts! dad was not happy with my sudden decision of not asking...n just informing...there was this tension in the home and on everyone's faces...but then it is nothing usual...and I was just getting used to it when dad informed that we have to go out for a dinner...almost immediately we agreed...! no questions...no deliberations...may be each one of us were too tired to even debate...or just plain bored! Dinner was fun at Moti Mahal...and surprisingly I drank...not soft drinks or fresh lime but "bloody mary"...tasted weird...but not alien :) not sure why I did it...or may be i know! it was a good evening...loads of food...loads of smiles...loads of plans! for the next one :)

The week is almost reached to its culmination again...another week...another thought...another plan...may be!