Sunday, June 7, 2009

uncertain times!

there has been an unusual lull in life...everything has been peaceful, inviting and happy...may be one is not used to this lull...and feels that either something is going wrong terribly or something has just gone way too right and it will fall back to bad times! touch wood though...why does one have to look into everyone with a crooked mind and a feeling that something is amiss :) may be it is just summer break and god has decided to give us all a break too...amen to the thought!!!
had a lazy week and a lazier weekend...it is days like these which make me think i shud have enrolled myself into something worthwhile and did things which i always wanted to...like joining spanish course...what is stoppin me from doin this.? no one...but still i refuse to push myself and join somethin...i shud...i shud force myself to reach out for myself...and for my dreams :)

last week i went to flea market and met one of my dreams...a cute little dog which made my heart flutter and surely made me cringe in desire! i so want him in my life but realise that i will not have the time to keep this sweetheart...and i dont want that to happen to this lovely soul :) so...till the time he doesn drop in my life ( someday), i am content having his thoughts and wishin him well...not surprisingly M shared my thoughts on this one too :) and not surprisingly P didnt :P

time to wind up and say goodbye! to random thoughts...yet again :) :)