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There are days when you want to just sit and relax...with a cup of hot/cold coffee in hand...a book...a friend...not to forget a dog...even if not cute...will work :) smtimes...just smtimes...u need that one moment of being relaxed...of being no one but urself wit your favorite things/people...when relations do not matter...and when life looks beautiful...inspite all the hardships...

been too long since I have loved my life...or enjoyed that one moment with myself...or just done things which i always wanted to do...adopt a dog for instance. : ) each passin dog reminds me of a dog which i always wished..but cud not have...or a book which i always dreamt/desired to read bt cud not..or times which I shud/cud have broken free and didnt....and there are times which tell me that i m no good! hurted friends when i shud not have...talked abt things which cud have been avoided...reacted to instances when there was no need..or just been plain stupid!

i dont know what is confusing me now...is it the love that surrounds me...unconditional...or the people who push me into the comfort zone...by thinking abt me when i cud do that myself....why does the mind not think like the heart? and why does one just not accept love...as love...with no strings attached! why!