i am not sure how much one should expect...or not expect from people around...there has been so much that happened in past few hours that I had to pen this down...coz I am hurt..and angry...and relieved! I dont like when people start taking me for granted or try show attitude when there is no need...with friends your expectation is that they will understand...and if they cant...you try and make them understand...no egos play any role when 2 friends are at a dual...infact no third person can either mend it...nor can spoil it...it is the connect one has with a friend that matters...
had wanted to go and spend some time of solace...but the desire was not that strong to go alone...have been out alone for last few trips and wanted P to come along for this one...she needed the break much more than i did...and i knew that this is one way i cud ensure that...but someone up there did not think the way I thought :) well..he has the right and the power to derail anything!....and yes he did exactly that...but then shweta wanted to go...and looks like she wud...all alone...she is not pickin my call...nor is she talkin to me...she is not willin to listen...and that is not acceptable...a friend usually does...or not?
for me i value friendship in all forms and shapes...dont like upsettin one to make the other happy..and certainly dont want to unnecessarily create issues when there are none...but i need an understanding soul...the friend who is always around irrespective of you having the time to look around..and shweta certainly is that...it is jst one of those days when she is pissed off...and rightly so! i m sure she will talk...and soon :)
Got Ladoo Gopal at home...dont knw why n when it happened...dont know if there was a need...but yes...looks like he was eyein to be at home with us...and i m sure it will spread all good moments of peace and mischieF! and hopefully keep blessing me :)
